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i have seen the sun for the first time

without a thought of the walls, for i knew i had people around that saw me, for me

though it wont always be easy

for the mind goes through changes daily

changes i hope to keep, some i fear,

but some misunderstood

i saw someone i thought cared, no i was wrong again

the rest barred one within, one unseen

i see the glass eye, the one never sought i reach for it, i bump it

then comes the end, a tear shed

the eye saved

the eye he forgot

a way of life with the sun and grass, never understood before

for know he does, but now pulled

a feeling riping inside one thought to help

one pulling the war over the center

from the right to the left

still i don’t know the outcome,

still i hold my money

watching all the scars, shared

for i don’t want to be the voided one anymore.

a part of me i don’t know

a part of me none knew

one i thought dead, one i thought i stabbed for the last time,

one you thought was never created

alone i sit waiting, for the message to come in,

but i know it wont

for i know now that the sight was wrong.

the bigger question is apparent, am i a doing the right thing……………….???